I’d say I under valued her friendship until the beginning of grade twelve
She is my most similar friend. Not in that our opinions are the same (maybe farthest from it) but we are both pale sometimes nerdy brunettes except she gets to be Albanian!
Anyways, she was at Celia’s for one night then I stole her away for four
While she was here my friend from grade school fell in love with her After one night of talking and knowing she was leaving he asked her out, got her number, and picked me and her up from a club at 1:something in the morning after we spent the whole night drinking and dancing and she made out with another guy
who was randomly at lunch today
We got haircuts our eyebrows done dressed up dressed down She bought me ___(can’t say, it’s a surprise for someone)
We didn’t even really catch up, just went on how it’s always been but she got picked up 3 hours ago and I got another invitation to thanksgiving dinner (which I am DEFINITELY accepting)
and hopefully now we’ll keep in touch a bit better. but even if we don’t, it’s okay
As much as I loved hanging out with Roiley, I miss my not so mutual friends
Apparently I always say I like people so I’m trying to change that (not like less, but elaborate more) People are generally likable is all, even if some are more so than others
I had a dream about Quinn Strahl last night (don’t even know if that’s how to spell his name anymore…) We went to grade school together. and high school. but high school doesn’t count because we didn’t see each other ever really He was strange and brilliant and you could hear him coming or going because he would shuffle as he walked
In my dream, he was collecting money and I pretended to be a mind reader because I knew his full name and he didn’t recognize me
It reminded me how much I like him
but he’s one of the few I really couldn’t explain why because we never saw each other other than in class, and in all these years we probably have not spoken for more than 5 hours. but he’s also in the zone where my phoning him to hang out would be genuine but perhaps several years too late and a little uncomfortable
I like Quinn a lot I like the way you can tell he’s thinking while he’s talking and that there is a realistic chance he’s slightly crazy
Took my mother to the doctor’s office today because something happened to her left knee and she wasn’t able to walk. Just sort of awkwardly hobble. It’s really heartbreaking to watch. Weirdest thing is she was perfectly fine two days ago!
Got crutches so she can at least get around now, and apparently after 2-4 week healing period things will go back to normal again.
Sorting out my summer school schedule. Wanted to switch faculties by the end (out of Arts), but I still don’t know what I’d do after that.
I thought Arts and Sci would be a good idea, but apparently there’s not much to do afterward? The whole reason I was picking it is because I thought two faculties doubles the options! My dad says he heard the only things it really leads to are being a doctor or a lawyer. I was thinking maybe environment? I don’t know. I know he doesn’t really know either. I think I’m finally at the point where not knowing what to do with your life starts becoming a problem.
It’s not that I find nothing interesting, I just like trying things before I commit. Obviously I can’t test run being a doctor (or any profession really), I just want to know more before making a decision. I want to know more about whats out there and about what I’m getting in to.
I guess having a more concrete plan is not a bad idea, but it feels like once I make one it will be much harder to change.
Any advice pretty much sums up to ‘it will all work out in the end’ but currently no end is even in sight..
Have to go email my first year buddy now to help them on their road to success. Feeling pretty under qualified except the fact that I’ve already existed at McGill for a year Sorry buddy. I’ll fake it for you
She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet She’s got you high and you don’t even know yet It’s the search for time before it leaves without you Have you lost your mind or has she taken all of yours too?
Went out for lunch to another cute restaurant in Windsor that I never knew existed called Motorburger. We watched some of the world cup there because they’re all decked out for it right now. Looks nicer in real life than in the pictures! They have a cute car theme going on but it’s not too over the top (Lamborghini is their lamb burger, the napkins are a bit like car cleaning cloths…)
I had a shrimp burger which was very tasty. Thanks for lunch Josh!
So took shrooms at the Strawberry fest. Took e last year so I guess drugs there is kind of a tradition….
Last year on e we watched a rock concert, all danced like crazy, bought a shirt and got it signed and was all around good crazy fun
This year couldn’t have been more different. Sab and I didn’t eat all day then drank shrooms ground up in orange juice (mine were a gift from her). Looked disgusting. Sab, Ash, Laur and I hopped in the car and Laur drove us to the Strawberry fest, but we got lost (as per tradition as well. no one can ever find it). It really hit while we were in the car, and I think my overall impression of shrooms is they made me feel appreciative. I felt so happy and all the little things just felt so special.
We were driving around in the country and I never noticed how beautiful all the fields were and the tiny lots of the thick forests bordering their edges. I just wanted to stop anywhere and run around in the grassy fields, but at the same time wanted to keep driving so I could keep seeing more of them.
Sabs stopped to pee in the woods behind a beauty parlor and found remnants of lobsters. Kind of creepy but mainly weird. Was wondering what weird stuff might be lurking behind all the other houses.
We finally found the strawb fest but it was pouring outside and everyone was fleeing. So we went in anyways. I was in a black romper with a floral backpack and African necklace so probably looked really ridiculous. Also we were the only people entering the park and got soaking wet. I let a girl with a weird voice use my phone because I almost made fun of her.
Treated objects like people and was glad that blanket was having a really exciting day. Became the goddess of taxes for a while (I’ll get you while you’re sleeping, while you’re awake. I WILL FIND YOU!!). Went back to Sab’s and Ashley’s house and has so much fun still. Was being ridiculous and prancing about in a studded belt that I vowed to wear under my clothes. Examined hardcore all the posters in Sab’s room, and the Beckham one looked like it had a ghost behind it. Weird stuff. But none of it was scary, all hilarious and ridiculous and so funny. Also as we were coming down Sab and I had one of the best talks we had in a while, but about pretty serious stuff.
Shrooms were not what I was expecting. I’ve done other drugs and had fun, but I’ve never been as glad as I am I did this one. Even though it was a couple days ago, and I had a huge headache the day after because of it, all the things that amazed me and made me feel so thankful still stuck. Long term benefits.