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that thing I need

I feel like often my sister does things not for the sake of doing them but for the sake of telling people she has

when did I get back into the habit of staying up past 4am?

DorisDorisDoris

I’d say I under valued her friendship until the beginning of grade twelve

She is my most similar friend.
Not in that our opinions are the same (maybe farthest from it)
but we are both pale sometimes nerdy brunettes
except she gets to be Albanian!

Anyways, she was at Celia’s for one night then I stole her away for four

While she was here my friend from grade school fell in love with her
After one night of talking and knowing she was leaving he asked her out, got her number, and picked me and her up from a club at 1:something in the morning after we spent the whole night drinking and dancing and she made out with another guy

who was randomly at lunch today

We got haircuts
our eyebrows done
dressed up
dressed down
She bought me ___(can’t say, it’s a surprise for someone)

We didn’t even really catch up, just went on how it’s always been
but she got picked up 3 hours ago
and I got another invitation to thanksgiving dinner
(which I am DEFINITELY accepting)

and hopefully now we’ll keep in touch a bit better. but even if we don’t, it’s okay

As much as I loved hanging out with Roiley, I miss my not so mutual friends

Apparently I always say I like people so I’m trying to change that
(not like less, but elaborate more)
People are generally likable is all, even if some are more so than others

I had a dream about Quinn Strahl last night
(don’t even know if that’s how to spell his name anymore…)
We went to grade school together. and high school. but high school doesn’t count because we didn’t see each other ever really
He was strange and brilliant and you could hear him coming or going because he would shuffle as he walked

In my dream, he was collecting money and I pretended to be a mind reader because I knew his full name and he didn’t recognize me

It reminded me how much I like him

but he’s one of the few I really couldn’t explain why because we never saw each other other than in class, and in all these years we probably have not spoken for more than 5 hours.
but he’s also in the zone where my phoning him to hang out would be genuine
but perhaps several years too late
and a little uncomfortable

I like Quinn a lot
I like the way you can tell he’s thinking while he’s talking
and that there is a realistic chance he’s slightly crazy

Lauren’s birthday at the casino,
elegantly side-saddle falling down the stairs,
mirror dancing and dancing by ourselves

Sarah’s birthday round one and two (three to come),
house party, high school reunion
fireworks and Treehouse

Sleep over at Meghan’s, Lakna again, Doris came down….

Being home is just fabulous

Took my mother to the doctor’s office today because something happened to her left knee and she wasn’t able to walk. Just sort of awkwardly hobble. It’s really heartbreaking to watch.
Weirdest thing is she was perfectly fine two days ago!

Got crutches so she can at least get around now, and apparently after 2-4 week healing period things will go back to normal again.

An old lady got up to offer my mother her seat.